December 27, 2015 by Anonymous Vixen
So I know I haven’t been writing for a while and there is a reason for that. Do you guys remember my last post about getting fit in 90 days. Well I was doing good with that for a while. But the first couple of weeks were so hard for me. I didn’t feel like doing anything all I could think about was how much I wanted sweets. It was bad enough that my family and friends loved to tease me with there food. While they had pizza and I these different yummy desserts. I had to deal with eating fish all the time. And don’t get me wrong the fish I made was good. But having the same thing everyday is boring. After a month of doing it I started to feel like myself again. I got use to eating the way that I was eating. I didn’t drool at the sight of a cupcake anymore. I had amazing beauty sleep, my skin looked amazing, and I started to feel amazing. The only problem was Christmas, I thought that I was going to keep up with my eating and skip the big feast while everyone ate like pigs. But I was wrong as soon as I saw my mothers Christmas dinner. I just dived into that food and didn’t come up for air. And do you know what happened after I ate all that delicious food I felt so bad. Because it took me a long time not to want to eat that type of food anymore and once again I was defeated by temptation. But it is alright after wallowing in self pity for a while. Instead of doing what I normally do when I cheat. Which is forget about eating healthy entirely. And just eat what I want to eat and not care. I am just going to start over again. Thanks for listening and tell me how your Christmas went I would love to hear.